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Into the Light...

crossing over fields of white... ever so tightly try to hold on... begging pleading my voice carries on... loosing momentum as I push through the crowd...tossing and turning... a scream with no sound... a crack in the ice ... the echo profound...capturing her moods in different shades of blue... collecting peripheral glances often left askew... hiding behind numbers in a common row... begging for comment after the show... unwilling to fight so heavy and slow... your certain of course that you made the right move... the message delivered  a clue soon discovered... crashing through memories for the first time in days... trying to navigate and Focus and just follow through... process taunting... position fixed... solitude and silence fighting to exist... struggling to seek the calm inside...over and over i try to connect... choose your palate and color me in... content and secure as as canvas comes to life... i forget for a moment  that darkness brings light... before l...

I'm Fine...

Feeling so empty... so cold and alone... does anyone hear me... just leave me alone... wanting the silence... but begging for an ear... just hear me out... don't question my dear... so much inside... I can't explain.. I just have these feelings... of sadness and pain... Rolling eyes and grinding teeth... so much anger... in need of relief... Nowhere to Run nowhere to hide... no one to hold me  ...dying inside... hold back the tears quiet the screams nothing is ever What It Seems... ... Kelcee All 

I Understand...

I Understand... Missing you terribly maybe you were right I alwayz told you to fight Useless, Im taking flight See you soon enough this life is doom as i sit here wallowing in this dark room reminding me of you *** the pain show me rain nothing more to give call me insane im really tired ive suffered soo long please forgive me right or wrong... ... Kelcee All